Saturday, 19 January 2013

This week has been by far the weirdest one yet. On the 13th, I worked on a different department in work which I hope can become a permanent thing. I can't even remember what I did on the Monday, it must've been well exciting. On the 15th I got told by a girl in work that she believes that I can do well with my life. Basically spent the 16th-19th with my best friend. It snowed so heavy on the Thursday night, and Friday we had no school but I was meant to be working but I got snowed in and public transport was shut down so I couldn't get anywhere. So, I spent two nights staying over my best friends house. It was a laugh. I spoke to her dad about school and his opinion on what I should do about college and everything and he gave me some great advice. I'm so lucky to have them to speak to. On Friday I got persuaded to go outside in the snow, even though I hate being cold, and I ended up making a half of a snowman (we gave up) and my best friend, her little brother and me ended up having a snow ball fight. I woke up this morning aching so bad and I still am. I've got a toothache too. It's not been a good day today to be honest. But, think positive and there will be more positive outcomes. I hope it snows over night now so I don't have to go into work again. Haha. Although it would be a loss of money which is never good. I've watch Miranda series 1 and 2, Monsters Inc and I'm currently watching Footloose then going to sleep. Goodnight x

Sunday, 13 January 2013

vent my feelings.

Work was a nightmare yesterday. I spoke to my manager and asked him if I could work a Saturday again and he said yeah, work 8:30-5. I go into work yesterday and the supervisor told me I'm not supposed to be in and that she doesn't have a till for me. So she takes one person off their till and puts me on it. It's a cash only till which means anyone using card can't go to my till. I get asked by one of the staff off gardens to scan something through for him, I do and my till completely stops working and shuts off. As the supervisor tries to fix it, I'm left to tidy the department. Then she comes over to me about 15 minutes later and tells me to go home and asked if I could work tomorrow (today) and I actually agreed! But then I spoke to the store manager when I got home, because he lives across the road from me and hopefully I'm moving to a department. That would honestly be amazing if I could, but who knows. Anyway, that's my rant out of the way. I'm debating whether to stop doing this blog and write stories on here instead, a chapter at a time or something? Short and long stories, maybe even poems. I'm getting all these ideas and i feel as though I'm actually growin up and it scares me. So I'm working 10-5 today so I will let ya know how it goes later.

Friday, 11 January 2013

hello again.


I realised I haven't blogged in about 4 months, so I'm definitely going to start again because I miss it. I know this is the second time I've said I'm making a return but this time I'm truly not going to leave. I don't know how often I'll be uploading but hopefully I'm going to make this sort of like my diary. A lot has happened in these  past 4 months that I've literally forgotten about everything. I'm back in sixth form and if I may say so myself I'm not doing as bad as I think I am. Although, I could do so much better and I know that. I've met an amazing person since I last spoke to you and I'm so genuinely happy. You know when you meet someone and they automatically have a big impact on you and your life. That's exactly what's happened here. This person means the world to me now and I'm excited for our life together as a couple or whatever you'd like to call it. My best friend and I are getting stronger each day and I'm so lucky to have her in my life. I've known Amy for 6 years now. We've been getting closer each year and I hope 2013 is an amazing year for us both as friends and as individuals. I don't know what I'd do without her. She's my rock. Anyway, I have an exam is about an hour and a half and I'm dreading it. It's such a complex subject that I don't even understand fully. If I thought about it probably when I got told to choose the subjects, I would never have taken sociology. I better go and get ready.

I just got home from work. It was only a 3 hour shift which is never that bad. I'm working 8:30 until 5:00 tomorrow though which is gonna be tough. So, my exam went pretty well. It just consisted of me putting together whatever was in my mind and trying my best for it to all make sense. I didn't have time to read it back and correct anything either because it was only an hour and we had two 24 mark questions and it was pretty complex answers. Nothing just washed over with. My best friend said she wrote a lot so I just hope she's done okay. One of my New Years resolutions was to read more and to drink more trusty H2O. Drinking more water seems to be going well. The reading not so much. I can't find any time at the moment. So instead, tonight before I go to sleep (which will be soon) I'm going to write down exactly what I need to do and what's happening with my life at the moment. It seems to be a little bit of a mess. I'll keep you updated and upload just before I go to sleep.

Well this early night has gone so well. I was just on the phone to my girlfriend for nearly 3 hours and I just want her to know how much she does for me. She helps me take the negative away so much yet she doesn't even realise. She's stopping me from doing something stupid right now and to be honest, I owe her my life. I've got to be up in 6 hours and I can't sleep. Worst time to become artistic and want to draw. Oh well. Feeling it. I'll try and blog tomorrow. Goodnight x x

Sunday, 16 September 2012

Illness :(

I'm ill for the first time in ages! Like, properly ill. Headache and all. I feel like shit if I'm honest, not good. I've tried watching Jenna Marbles to make me feel better and Louise and Zoe but nothing is helping me today. Hopefully some nice food and a cuppa tea over my sisters house should help. I'm getting my eyebrows done too which should really lift my emotions a bit. I actually can't even properly pinpoint what's wrong with me. It came over me all of a sudden which isnt


I've been awake since 6:45 because my best friend set her alarm too early. I'm quite surprised I haven't ripped anyone's face off. We got up early because we're going to a car show today! I'm so excited. Today is gunna be such a good day. I'm taking pictures of as many cars as I cannot my dad. My niece is coming over later too which is always nice because I miss her loads through out the week. Just looked at the date, why is it going so fast?!

Wednesday, 12 September 2012


I haven't been on my blog for about a week! I've been so busy. I started school on Monday. Woo sixth form. It's actually been so fun! I've made two new friends who are totally and completely amazing. Without them, it's basically just me and my best friend who spend all our time alone because we don't like to socialise. The subjects are great! Yeah, these two years are going to be amazing. Also, my boyfriend got a plane ticket to come here for New Years!!

Thursday, 6 September 2012


I know it's Wednesday and there really isn't much point starting now when I should ideally start at the beginning of the week, whether it would be a Sunday or Monday. So, today I guess I'm going to start my daily exercise again. Since coming back off holiday I seriously haven't found any motivation to do so. I'll be measuring myself everywhere and making note of it every week. I'm not sure which cardiovascular and muscle workouts are the most beneficial so every evening I'm going to do the 30 day shred, which is 25 minutes long (every night for 30 days) and then go out for a run, jog and walk (every night for about 20 minutes). I'm giving out my CV today too which should be amazing if I get the job. Anyway, I'm joining Karate after Christmas when I'm more confident with money. I'm only weighing myself on the scales once a month but what truly counts is my measurements.